Am I a bad person …
honestly this is a question i have asked myself a lot this year. People have been just so fake with me that im even scared to call someone my “bestfriend” or ” closefriend”. I dont know what it is with people just talking so much shit about one another. I mean im not going to lie yeaa i talk shit but i talk shit and then dont talk to that person im not gonna fucking start saying shit and thn be all fucking buddy buddy with that person. I think the fact that people are graduating they think that they can just act whoever they want and it stupid. Believe or not it hurts others.
I’ve lost 2 of what i thought were my closet friends this year and it sucked. I cried because i felt like i was te worst friend in the world like i was a horrible person until i finally figured out that i was just being replaced by someone else. But then i realized that my other friend talked so much shit about that girl that ditched me that i was unblieveable. She talked about how this girl was annoying how she didnt know how to make desiscions for herself and how fucked up it was that she had ditched us. As i am writtig thing they are now both “buddy buddy” again. But the sad thing is that one girl talked all this shit about the other girl and she doesnt even know it. I am not one to tell her. But i just think its extremely fucked up how they now both dont talk to me and they act like bestfriends.
But you know what sucks it that while she’s at the beach your fucked with me because im not talk to your fake ass at all. Because thats what you are a fuck ass bitch. At the end of the day your alone in this big world….
No second chances
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